By 3 o’clock

By 3 o’clock you should have made your move.  I gave you this arbitrary deadline because I knew you would make it. I always seem to think all you need is time. But reviewing our yesterday, that is the one thing you are not willingly to spend on me.

     Oh how yesterday was absolutely amazing. I wasn’t even next to you but, I could feel you in every way. It doesn’t take much for you to get me to that point. You are intoxicating… I willingly inhale your contagion knowing that the side effects are severe. Sadly, the only remedy is more of you. We are forever cycling around the same issue. Never really treating the problem.
     So, I’m giving you until 3 o’clock. Hopefully, you will find the courage to administer your serum by then. You should know by now that missing a dosage causes harm to my body. The withdrawal symptoms are not something I can handle right now.
     You should know that you have to ensure I can take the entire treatment. I can be feisty and volatile when I want you. However, all that just adds to the regiment you prescribed to me.
But after 3’clock, that arbitrary time that I made up. After that comes and goes. And withdrawal fully sets in… Just know I’m going on a 12 step program.

Resilient

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